The Way You Make Me Feel.

OK. So I'm in a relationship with a beautiful girl. She's nice, fun, and really good to me. But there happens to be a down side to that...She's a Gemini. and that explains everything. She's up and down with all of her emotions. One minute she's happy, next she sad...and I cant deal with it...Like I'm the type of boyfriend that when you ask me to do something I'm willing to do it, because I love her. But then we argue too much. Some stuff she does i don't agree with. Like hanging up in my face, I hate it. It's a form of disrespect, and if I don't do it to you, you shouldn't do it to me. And then she had the nerve to say she don't like to talk to me on the phone...WTF! You talking to your so called husband. And now you mad at me because I got mad...man I don't care. But you'll be quick to get mad when another girl call me...get ya ish together. The more you say you want me in your life forever, the more you push me away...idk ...goodnight

That One Thing

So there are certain people in my life that i can not live without. First there's God because I know without him there is no me so I'm grateful. The second is my Granny. OK so this woman has been my outlet from the world. She's the person who kept me in my right mind and taught me everything I know about life. But God works in mysterious ways. When I was in 10th grade she was call home to be with the Lord and that tore me down. But there are millions of things that are designed to keep us on the ground. The devil wants us to suffer so that we will believe that God's not worthy of all the praise. I know people die everyday, but what may be small to you may be huge to me. This had me down so low that it almost kept me from my destiny. But God told me it's OK to cry sometimes, and that was just a temporary lay back. But I had to realize that at this point everything I do as of now is for her. I have a reason to become successful because I almost gave up on everything. But here I am, I'm still standing. Here I am after all I've been through I survived every toil ever snare I'm alive. That's why I give all praise to God because only he knows where I would be. By his grace and mercy I'm still standing. I can actually live to tell the story of where I've been and where I'm headed.

My Reason For Being Me.

Some times i feel like my life is under a microscope, because everyone seems to dissect my life and break it up to very small parts and pick out everything that's wrong with it. It seems as if everyone see the worst in me, no one views me for who I really am. Why do people find the things that's wrong with a person just for something to talk about? How come people can't find the good in everyone? What you say about a person can ruin a person's life, because things like that stick with a person FOREVER! But, Pastor Marvin Sapp said it best, "He saw the best in me. When everyone else around, could only see the worst in me." The fact that I know that I am sustained simply by the grace of God, I have to move forward. There is no looking back because I know if I keep looking in the past I know I will miss my blessing in the future. We can't put ourselves because of the way people view us. If you view me a certain way, I'm fine because I know one person who know me and my heart. Your opinion really doesn't matter because at the end of the day there's only one judge. As long as I keep my eyes on the true prize my life will go in the direction I've been destined to go in. The song says he saw the best in me because we are all created in his image and his likeness. I know that he's mine and I'm his, it doesn't matter what i did because he only sees me for who i am.